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I think I've learned a valuable lesson lately. For instance, the senior manager of one of our partner departments is blatantly pushing his tasks and responsibilities onto me.
Until tonight, I had considered him a decent man, but that changes from tomorrow morning, when I open my laptop again.
I also realize that I need to learn how to work smarter. I don't need to be kind to everyone or take every request at face value. Although this goes against my nature, I have to change; otherwise, I will eventually burn out without being appreciated at all.
Today, I went for a run in a T-shirt, even though everyone else on the street was wearing coats... I'm doing well, right?
I also drove to buy Christmas presents for my girls as "Santa Clause". Not bad, right?
I even managed to finish several tasks and took my youngest to the clinic!
I am a super mom!
Time traveler's wife is one of the films that I cannot recommend to anyone
I feel like recently, I can judge films from the title more correctly than before.
Maybe my bad mood today has made the Time Traveler's wife less interesting a bit.
But it couldn't help...
It is so disappointing that when your boss has no experience at all to be a leader and resolve problems, who is always asking the same questions over and over again without any self-consciousness.
Isn't the role of leader supporting members to work with less stress?
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I have been too kind to all of you guys.
Today is Nov 6th 2025, Thursday
Cloudy? Perhaps, cannot remember well.
Good night.
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I watched three great films recently. I must write them down, otherwise I will forget them, just like today, I almost forgot that I watched "French Kiss" last week.
Why I was watching it last week, I already cannot remember, but one of the reasons for sure is I wanted to laugh.
My work is something that makes me forget that I can have fun in my life.
"French Kiss" was played by one of my favorite actresses Meg Ryan. I love she played "You've got a mail" , especially when this year autumn finally has come, you can get away from the long summer heat. I feel I like this year's autumn mich more than before , although it has come so suddenly, out of blue, not in a gentle way...I love autumn because I hate summer very much.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=bjP4s7UUnK8&si=2ejznqaKth--nNsq
"You've got a mail" is a film perfect for autumn or fall, I missed it when yesterday I was driving while listening to the insert song "Dreams" by The Cranberries.
The melody is wonderful, no need to mention, but what is the lyrics? I have just checked now and yes, it's a perfect song for people who have dreams and love autumn.
https://youtu.be/Yam5uK6e-bQ?si=NJDScl8zY7MVxZja
I love autumn, and yes, I have dreams as well, have no idea when they will come true, though.
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今日はアイカ工業東京ショールームに行って、カップボードの下台の材料を決めてきました。
フィオレストンは高価だけど、樹脂にはない光沢、天然な模様とひんやりした手触りがあり、こっちになりそう。
色はやはりシュガーロックが一番白に合わせやすいので、明日は見積を最終チェックして、もう発注したいと思います。
５月中に納品できるといいな、そしたらワッフルメーカー、トースターなども収納できて、ダイニングテーブルとシューズインクロゼットが少しスッキリになります。
コーヒーメーカーを下台に置くと、石が隠されてしまうから、買うか迷い中…
まさかカップボードをオーダーメイドして、下台の材料まで拘るなんて、思っても見なかった…
それでは明日〜
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Hello
My news is I'm fascinated by a racehorse recently, the fastest thoroughbred Secretariat, do you know him?
The story of Secrectariat and his owner Penny Chenery has been made a film in 2010, yes, 15 years ago. Another film that have inspired me, although I don't like Diane Lane's play very much...yet it's a great story to encourage you to believe in yourself.
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That shadow came to my dream last night or this morning, it was yesterday or the day before yesterday that suddenly, I whispered the shadow's name in a very natural way as if it was still the same as many years ago.
Just like when I was thinking of my friend, sometimes I could soon bump into her at Starbucks the other day, have no idea whether the opponent feels the same way as me though.
In the dream, the shadow was totally a different character, not gentle but intense and fierce. One or two of my desk's drawers were tried to be opened because my secrets are in there. I strongly refused and of course was rediculed in a very disgusting way.
Now in the night I cannot even remember what happned after the drawers thing, but there indeed were the continuation, all about how weak I was and how strong and great the other is.
I just think it's a waste of time to write down this now.
